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Maybe We'll Find It

by Chris Flack

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1.
I don't want to feel lost at all I don't want to go back to the hospital I just want to feel all right Going to work and coming home at night My tan pants are covered with coffee "Tiny Dancer" is playing softly I just want to rip my hair out And scream loud that I don't care about Any of this No, I don't give a shit
2.
All I do is talk. My mouth keeps running. I wanna shut up. But the words keep coming. I'm not tough. and I'm not funny. I don't make enough or any money. You wouldn't want to be the one I want I won't play dumb Thst's not fun for anyone So you van hang this over my head Pretending you heard veery word I said I tried to play it cool, but I'm a terrible actor So I became the fool. Now there's nothing to clap for I break the rules, but they run faster You're calling 'em tools. But you join their laughter You wouldn't want to be the one I want I won't play dumb Thsa's not fun for anyone So I thought I'd let you know I'll be waiting for you to let me go Your engine starts when you hear me coming Now I'm falling apart, cause you're off running
3.
5 West 01:45
I'm gonna go to 5 West 'Cause it's the best No matter what they say I swear it's better than the rest So kick back, have a snack Take a nap or ten and just relax 'Cause you'll be fine; just give it time Soon you'll see that this is all in your mind So here we go now We're taking it slow now Going to group, gonna learn us some know-how We'll get it straight, no time to wait You might as well face it: there's no time wasted Or that's what she said, and it stuck in my head I think that she's right 'Cause I laid in my bed and thought it through all night So keep doing what you're doing You'll get there soon I know no one's gonna feed me With a silver spoon So when I get out, there is no doubt That I won't be missing it But don't you be dissing 5 West
4.
So you'd like think that you wee right about everything I guess you were right about you and me But it feels like I'll never see you again Yeah, that's right; that's the way it's been Last night I saw your face. Yeah, it was nice. You made me dream I feel weird today. I hope you're alright. I've been okay But only since I saw you yesterday And I'm afraid this feeling just won't stay ' Cause I know that I'm alive But my life's a black hole without your space and time And yeah, I realize that you're done with me But I can't forget your eyes So don't hold back anything I'd kill to have you torture me And I told you a million times That I can't live without you by my side Now I'm not so sure that you were right
5.
If your depression worsens, Please notify your doctor right away Unless you're too indifferent Then it just might not seem worth it anyway To use your phone and call for help When you're alone and by yourself all day You think I'd learn lesson But I am tied to depression in every way. Been thinking about moving But it's all that keeps me going until I stop I wonder what you're doing while I sit at home You probably work two jobs I've lead my life to ruin in a record time I am king of the slobs But if I do start doing All the plots I have been brewing, call the cops.
6.
Looking for loopholes Trying to get in Swimming in circles It seems like we spin Where are we going? And what does that mean? Is our destination A beautiful scene? I don't know But we're looking up Serenity's sacred We're never alone Down in the basement All on your own Searching for placement For a place to call home Maybe we'll find it Maybe we won't I don't know But we're looking up
7.
Stay Inside 03:06
Stay inside and pace the hall Without a chance to answer anybody's calls I've drained my face of energy My eyes are dying planets with heavy rings But all this time that you have spent with me Well, it means everything to me So come out now Or come in Stay with me Slipping back to touch and go You're stacking up your totem pole Trying hard to trim this tree It's been reaching out to me But time is running out, 'cause you're concerned about Everything except yourself and your health So come here Please, don't fear Stay with me
8.
Lyrics by Jeff Mangum Crawl across towards your window I'm calling softly from the street Always a lonely widow Half awake and sleeping on my feet I'm of age but have no children No quarter phone booth calls to home Just late night television Inside my bedroom all alone There is no use in waiting Offer up your steps so I can climb Show me all your figure paintings Etched in the middle of the night Let me stretch upon your carpet Let me hear the rain tap on your street Knowing I am safe on the inside Blankets wrapped and drifting off to sleep
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Mystical mantra, put me at peace Magical potion, lay me to sleep And I will dream Surgical Symbols, show me a sign A reminder to melt down To make room for my manic state of mind Tell me a story, tell me a lie A great tale of glory to get me high And I will wake up feeling fine There is an earthquake shaking the ground It's bringing in big waves to drown out the sound Of my mania You could be so wrong, or you could be write I've waited so long, and I've already tried But I'm a mosquito. I am a fly A pestilent pigeon crowding your sky So I should say goodbye I'll leave you alone now, if that's what you want You'll never admit it. I know that much I may be a fool. But only for you. I know when I'm used up I know that we're through But it's getting late now. I better be on So when you come back here I will be gone

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released December 12, 2014

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